It'd be so much easier just to give up.

I'm such a dork. Today at work I'd keep checking the clock and wondering if the wedding was happening at that very moment. They played Ashlee's "Outta My Head" three times too today and I laughed a little each time. OH! and they also played "When The Moon Met The Sun" today. And one of my managers (whose name is Ashlee (spelled just like that) coincidently) and I squeed about music because she loves The Hushies, Panic, Cobra, FOB, SoCo, Jack's Mannequin and the rest. She made the funniest face when I told her Pete and Ashlee's wedding was today. XD

Okay, so maybe for once I'm the eternal optimist, but I feel like I'm the only one on my flist to be happy as a clam for the two of them. Honestly, I'm just stoked for both the wedding and the baby and I think that maybe this is what Pete and Ash need to ground them and bring them back down to earth. Annalena said that when Ashlee was in the store for the signing at Christmas that she was a total sweetheart. Everyone has their days where they're bitchy, snotty, rude etc... only difference with Ashlee (and all celebs, really) is that there's always a camera there to catch it for the world to see. As long as they don't name the poor child Strawberry or like, Palahniuk or something I'm so so happy for them.

And I'm definitely crossing my fingers for Patrick to catch the garter/Elisa to catch the bouquet ;)
And it makes me sad to not be able to have awesome pictures of Gabanti and the rest at the wedding. Stupid tours.

someone posted an entry in a group I'm in about how she's getting an abortion and doesn't feel guilty and feels like it's because it's something unfortunate that happened to her (the pregnancy) and that it isn't her fault.

YOU HAD SEX. YOU MADE THE DECISION TO HAVE SEX. THEREFORE IT IS YOUR FAULT THAT YOU GOT PREGNANT. YES YOU WORE A CONDOM, YES IT SLIPPED, BUT YOU STILL MADE THE DECISION TO HAVE SEX AND THEREFORE IT IS YOUR FAULT THAT YOU GOT PREGNANT. IF YOU AREN'T PREPARED TO DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS, MAYBE YOU SHOULD NOT BE HAVING SEX. DID YOU THINK ABOUT THAT?


I'm not going to tell anyone they need to be prolife, but I am. I think it's rediculous to murder an innocent child because you were too stupid to think about the consequences of your actions.

So my cousin in Chicago called tonight to tell me I got a package from fedex today since I still haven't gotten around to changing my address (oops). I have NO clue what it is and tell her so, then a few minutes ago I got an email from buzznet saying I had a message, so I log on to check (I haven't been on buzznet in MONTHS) and read some comments on the old "Co Host With Dirty" contest boards. Three people commented in the last couple of days that they FINALLY got their extra prizes we were promised back in October. It is now May 13th. My concert date for that tour was October 20th. Honestly people.... *shakes head* Well, now I know what's in that package!

a keychain, gum (wtf????), the **** DVD (yay! I'm too lazy to buy it!) and five guitar picks (cool I guess *shrugs*)

Fail, Crush Management. Fail.


Seriously guys, hire me and I'll turn it around ;) ;)

so. the wedding is on Saturday.

I'm calling for an all out ficathon based on this momentus occasion in bandom.
GO NOW!!!!! WRITE!!!!!!!

I just started a new job today!!! I'm working at a clothing place in the mall where I've spent much of my own money over the years hahaha...

and today during orientation, I heard THREE Hush Sound songs on the loudspeaker in the store. THREE of them. Love You Much Better, Molasses and Medicine Man. I was SO EXCITED YOU GUYS. I think I scared my manager a little because I got so excited when I heard them playing.

One time I heard One and Only in there and it was awesome, but now I'm so stoked. hahaha. Plus 40% discount y/y? Probably a bad thing. I spend way too much money as it is :(

And tonight was the high school's pops night. My friend Tony started a band with some other boys (Kyle, Isaac and Jake) and they played their second ever show tonight. I'm so proud of them ^_^ I'm also their manager apparently. Tony recruited me hahaha. Anyway. Bedtime now. <3

My entry on Feb 5th:

"I think I might have some gallbladder problems going on.
All the symptoms fit, and my aunt Julie mentioned that I could have gallstones about a month ago.

acid reflux
back pain
upper abdominal pain
fever
nausea
flares up at night

....Please tell me there are options besides surgery to take care of it? I don't want to have surgery :("

Crazy how a month and a half later I had emergency gallbladder surgery...

Remind me again why I'm friends with my former band director on facebook?
I just saw something he wrote on his wife's wall in my feed and I died of the DNW-ing of it all.
He's friends with a LOT of last year's graduating class, and he must have forgotten this.
Somebody plz to be handing me some steel wool and a jug of bleach for my mind's eye now.


ps. he's only like, 25 or something, so it's not like he's 80 but that would be even worse.

Patrick can grow chest hair? Who knew?

Oh and sup Turk from Scrubs?

I'd have made this post earlier, but I was enslaved by the musical folk again this year ^_^


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PATRICK MARTIN STUMP(H)!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE MADE OF AWESOMESAUCE FOR THE NEXT 24 YEARS TOO!!! OR FOREVER. FOREVER WORKS FOR ME TOO.